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Post by blackrose on May 5, 2009 8:35:18 GMT -5
I've been thinking about whether I see myself on a journey or not...
I used to, very much so... not just a path, but a quest, so to speak. But then I also had particular goals. I don't believe those goals were necessarily predetermined or fated or anything like that... but it was something I had to do, for myself. a Mixture of being the person I am, the way I am, and things that happened... I needed answers, I needed to understand, to Know... I needed to figure out Who I was, and how the Universe worked, and where I fit in...
And I've mostly found answers for these questions... answers that I can articular with varying degrees of coherence, answers which are, admittedly, subjective, but which make sense for me based on my research, my studies, my experiential experiences - answers which work for my mind and spirit... and so, at least for now, answers enough.
So I'm not really on a path anymore, so to speak, because I have no goal or destination. Mayhaps someday I will get to a place where there are new questions which have to be answered for my own well-being and peace-of-mind, and I will once again done the mantel of the Fool...
But for now I'm mostly kinda cool with just chilling out...
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